grand freakin’ summer.

after 3 days of just wasting…literally…wasting away in bed…i finally feel life coursing through my veins! i’m…aaa…lliiiivvveee…!!!

so how does it feel to be alive, you may ask?…

weell…let’s see…it actually feels good… to be out of bed before lunch…be able to see how mornings are at home these days…see breakfast on the table instead of lunch…watch morning shows instead of the usual afternoon shows that really are not so pleasing for me to watch or hear…

it feels abling… to be doing something else (i.e. clean my room) besides sleep in the afternoon, although it really is tempting to do just that, seeing how extremely hot it is these days…be able to move out of sleeping in our couch, because (as i have mentioned earlier) i finally am able to clean my room (yey!)…

it feels liberating… to be able to listen to my music and read a book, because i finally have a place (my new clean room!) to listen to and read without people bothering me…

it feels refreshing… to be able to do (for a change) productive things, like talking to people from work, and finally knowing what it is i am supposed to do when i actually do go to work next week…be able to go out of the house, stretch my legs,play with my godson (can’t believe how big he’s gotten!)…and even throw a frisbee or two with my sister and nephew…

and it just feels right… to finally, just finally be doing something, anything that will keep my mind off things that i’m not supposed to be thinking…

so, how does it feel to be alive? …feels damned good.